Wednesday, June 06, 2007

Mommy feels like a loser...

I have no friends. Really, none. No one that I can really confide in besides my husband and that is a really lonely feeling. I wrote an old friend, told him I missed him and hoped we could talk and catch up. Nothing. I know he read the message because on MySpace it tells you if your message has been read. No response. So me = loser. It does not feel good. I need some "me people" people. Someone other than my husband or my kids that shares my interests and can talk about more than babies and will smack me if I talk about mine too much.

2 comments:

Buddha*Fly said...

Hi,

I really do understand how you feel. I have absolutely zero friends because of spending years pushing people away. And then, there's the issue of being afraid to trust new people (I tried it recently and they let me down with some back-stabbing behavior). Other than my sister, who lives in another state, there's nobody but me and the internet and food.

Being BiPolar too, has alienated some people but I figure if they couldn't accept me "as is" then that's their problem.

I followed your link from a comment you made about Herpes Hilton at perezhilton.com. I was intrigued that you feel the same way I do about some things. I'm adding you to my blogroll. Wishing you well!

B*Fly

fairhaired said...

I understand how you feel. Do you get out a lot with the kids? I definitely felt like that when I worked from home with my baby and didn't really have any adult interaction. I really thought I was going to lose my mind.